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May 11 is a very important day for me.
1. Day i say Goodbye to Ronnie officially. Yes. He is cremated on 11 May 2013. A day where we bid his body goodbye. We opt for a private cremation so that we can spend some last moments with him. My heart was torn apart over and over again. Until now, i cant believe that he is gone. He did came bk to see me. like a moth circling me at night. A grasshopper when we went to collect his ash the next day where he spend time sitting at the rear car seat until LL swipe him away as we scared that he might jump and caused some accidents while we were driving. but i believe he knows our intention. We burn him his fav clothing, his toy toy girlfriend, and my last birthday present to him. his adidog hoodie that comes too late. i know he will love this hoodie cos his fav color is red. D say Ronnie is worried that i m not ok thats y he keeps coming bk to visit me. Yes, seriously, i m not ok. i lost all the motivation in life. i no longer interest in ppty, in my kickboxing, even sometimes food turns quite bad to me despite is gd food. all i wan is to look for what Ronnie wants me to do. maybe after i take up animal communication in oct, i will feel better? i dont know.
2. LL birthday celebration and his wedding proposal. On the other hand, after settling Ronnie 's stuff, we did some celebration on the yacht that is booked by LL. I was caught by surprised by his actions as previously he told me that Terry, our good friend got some promotion for yacht outing and ask if we wanted to join. Initially i told him that is my LL birthday and then they told me that we can celebrate it together. thinking is a gd idea, so we joined them ( never know that all these are planned by LL and his friends). So in the evening, we went to One Marina 15. On our way, i even quarrel with LL over wanting to buy chicken pie and not pizza, we always late and blah stuff. but nevertheless, we got our ass up on to the yacht.
ok. back to y we are fighting over chicken pie and twelve cupcakes - we are supposed to buy pizzahut for the gang ( tasked to buy KFC and pizza but we only managed to get KFC). so i wanted to get chicken pie after the pizza idea is off..but LL say better to get twelve cupcakes which i find is not filling at all. so because of this, as usual, we are late. and i feel so terrible cos we are always late and i told LL that the yacht thing has timing and if we are late, then T may lugi the timing (still not knowing that is planned by LL).
nevertheless, we got alot of food and couldnt even finished in the end.
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